So much pain...

I'm in sooooo much pain. My back is killing me. I can't sleep, can't walk, can't sit, basically everything hurts. Thank God Jimmy is back home from his trip, this will help. The doctor gave me pills and said not to strain myself and if by Monday I am not well I will need physio. That's so lovely.

Well, I still feel pretty crappy. I've been watching Oprah and her shows are really opening my eyes to my health. I will be going for a blood test on Monday to see what is going on. Once I do that and I see all is well or not my life will change. I will not diet, I will be changing the way I live. Yes, I will keep an eye on my weight but getting in shape and relaxing is number 1.

Fat !!!

So, I think the title says it all. I just saw a picture of myself sitting down on a chair and not really posing for a shoot and I really did not like what I saw. I was very disturbed by what I saw. I really look horrible, what have I done to myself. Right after I saw that I went to see what the scale says. OMG I am a very fat person, I should be on the biggest looser. I need to lose at least 50 lbs. I really need to do this for myself. So, here I go and this log will help me stay on track. Every tuesday I will weigh myself and report my progress.

I am at a point that my kids tell me I'm fat. Zach tells me I need to cut down on the junk food and Joseph says I have a baby in my tummy. Step 1 drink lots of water, step 2 no more food after 7pm , step 3 EXSERCISE!!!!

Wish me luck, I think I might need it.

Hockey Mania!

My house is in full hockey mania. My kids are playing NHL 2K9 on the Wii, they are waiting for the all stars skills competiton to begin and all they can talk about is hockey... This morning Zach had a practice and I went on the ice with him. I took a dive in my new skates, I'm still not a 100% on hockey skates, no problems with the figure skates but the hockey ones I'm still not great.

I wish I had tickets to go to this event. It's about $300.00 a ticket and I would need 3, because Jimmy is in Chicago for a show, plus souvenirs and food... Ah! if I win the $43 million tonight I'm there tomorrow for the all-star game, for tonight we will be watching on tv. I am sure that RDS will have great coverage of the show.

The habs this year have 4 representatives at the event and there are so many former habs also:




Price and Komisarek, Markov and Kovalev



I am a Price fan. I think the way he is cool ( sometimes too cool ) and calm is really great, he makes me nervous and I like that. Jimmy likes Komisarek. I like him too, I think that he is the next C of the canadians. The media likes him, the fan like him and the idea of him as the next C and I think the players respect him. I think he showed alot of team spirit and leadership when he was hurt. How many players go behind the bench when they are hurt? Not many.

Markov is such a great offensive defencemen, he can put it in and stop the other side from putting it in. Kovalev is just magic to watch, the things he can do are sick. He might not be scoring like last year but he creates chances for others and that is a great role model for all the young players we have. He is the C of the eastern division. What more can I say...

Overdose!!!!!!!

Joseph my youngest is really into High School Musical ( HSM ). He dresses like Troy the main guy, he plays basketball like Troy, sings like Troy, he wants to be Troy... I am on HSM OVERDOSE!!!!

Ok, he is good looking but there is so much of this even I can take. I have lost th luxury of sitting and watching TV in the playroom. If Joseph is not watchin HSM 1 or 2, he is listening to the soundtrack of HSM 3. He even asked us to bring him to HSM on ice and I did. It's good because it keeps him quite and entertained, I get to go to the bathroom in peace. Now I am just not feeling it. Maybe when the third comes out on DVD I will feel better. By the way he even has stickers on his bedroom walls, the Wii game...

Well this is his teenage experience at the tender age of 3 1/2. It is really funny to see I should tape him and put it on the web. Here are some pictures of him:

The picture on the left is at the HSM on Ice December 30th at the Bell Center...

The one on the bottom is take on December 1st 2008 at Hollywood studios in Orlando. HSM does a outdoor show of about 15 mins. I had to claw all the young girls so they would not crush poor little Joseph. Zach was so not enjoying this part of the trip.

What a moment.

Wow! What a great historical moment. To be a witness to such change is a great feeling. Obama has alot on his plate and expectations are high, but people need to work together and be patient change does not come that fast and easy.

I think this change should inspire us as Canadiens to maybe change the way our government works and who we chose to lead us. We need a leader who will commande respect around the world, who will commande respect from the people in his own country but that is a topic for another day. Today is the day everyone will be talking about in history books and years from now our grand children will be asking us: What were you doing when Obama became president?

What's wrong with me?

The title says it all. What is wrong with me? Why I can't keep up with my blog? Why I feel so blah? Why I want to scrapbook but I have no inspiration to do it? Why I don't want to cook? Why I don't want to clean? What is wrong with me?

I am getting bored of the everyday same old routine. I need a break, I need to be doing things that I want to do not because I want to do it. I need to find time for myelf to take care of myself. I run for my kids, I run for my husband and for myself nothing. I feel as if I come last to myself, no I do come last. My kids come first, then my husband then my house then me. My house should not come before me, that is not normal.

I really need to be using this blog to express myself because I can't really talk to anybody because they all say that I have nothing to complain about. I need to be more organized with my life learn to say no.


I just need to take care of MYSELF!!!!