What's wrong with me?

The title says it all. What is wrong with me? Why I can't keep up with my blog? Why I feel so blah? Why I want to scrapbook but I have no inspiration to do it? Why I don't want to cook? Why I don't want to clean? What is wrong with me?

I am getting bored of the everyday same old routine. I need a break, I need to be doing things that I want to do not because I want to do it. I need to find time for myelf to take care of myself. I run for my kids, I run for my husband and for myself nothing. I feel as if I come last to myself, no I do come last. My kids come first, then my husband then my house then me. My house should not come before me, that is not normal.

I really need to be using this blog to express myself because I can't really talk to anybody because they all say that I have nothing to complain about. I need to be more organized with my life learn to say no.


I just need to take care of MYSELF!!!!