Fat !!!

So, I think the title says it all. I just saw a picture of myself sitting down on a chair and not really posing for a shoot and I really did not like what I saw. I was very disturbed by what I saw. I really look horrible, what have I done to myself. Right after I saw that I went to see what the scale says. OMG I am a very fat person, I should be on the biggest looser. I need to lose at least 50 lbs. I really need to do this for myself. So, here I go and this log will help me stay on track. Every tuesday I will weigh myself and report my progress.

I am at a point that my kids tell me I'm fat. Zach tells me I need to cut down on the junk food and Joseph says I have a baby in my tummy. Step 1 drink lots of water, step 2 no more food after 7pm , step 3 EXSERCISE!!!!

Wish me luck, I think I might need it.